Loss & Gain

 So, I feel like a lost soul. This is my first blog and I guess a lost start. I am sure , so many of us relate to the feeling of being a lost soul.

I am currently living my dream. It was a dream come true, when I stepped my naive foot in Canada (though not my dream land...sigh! Something is for sure better than nothing).  This is what I have always dreamt off. 

And guess what, I was even lucky to skip the struggle of an immigrant. I was a queen and not a commoner!. I landed with a job letter in hand, so to say a perfect landing. And the icing on the cake, bought my first house in Canada in the second year of my launch in my new country.

But I still feel lost. 

Lost because I miss home.

Lost because I miss family and friend.

Lost because I cannot relate to the jokes and the custom ( though I am trying hard to cope).

Lost because I miss the love.

And this I believe is not just my story but of everyone with whom I share this space of Alienation.

Sometimes you know that you gained all and later realise that you never won or gained. It was an absolute loss. But a loss so dearly to heart that you do not even want to win. A sweet sugary LOSS for petty gains.